Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Letting go of 2007 and Moving on to 2008...

It's here again!
The time of the year, where we celebrate and welcome new hopes for the new year!
And no, I din party. Y? Coz I went clubbing on sat, and regret it very much. Y? I din enjoy it one bit. I was freakingly bored, n ngantuk, n rather go lepak at simpang or wat. Honestly, I m soooo over the stage. I tink i'm old. Old enough to realise that clubbing scene is wayyyyyyyyyy tooooooooo overrated and its nt sumting that I wanna do often. N by often I mean once a few weeks. I soooooooooo rather go watch live band. So nope, this year, I din go for countdown either. I remember going to the foam party yearssssssssss back n din like it, even before it started! n last year, wen i went momo for countdown, i din like it either. wat cn i tell you, i'm juz a natural angel. ;p

So this year, i celebrated new yrs wif my sisters n my darling cuzzies!!! I knoe that they kinda want to celebrate, bt seriously, countdown is nvr my siblings ting. I guess they'll understand wat I mean wen they r older, wiser n a new yr is nuthing bt another day.

So at first we were juz hanging out at my plc for a while and den got ready to go out. While yani meets her 'abang' (jgn mare yani!), the 5 of us went to ramen ten to get the dearly missed sushi. We wanted to go to genki at first actually, bt the place was like packo of the macko so we changed our inds n went to ramen instead. plus, diyana, iqah and nadia haf nvr eaten there. while deciding on the menu, along enlightened us wif 'i'm paying'! woohooo!!! after dat we went to blakang TM to basically leapk n gossip until yani joined us. we had another guest aft dat dat joined us, Mr Roach, so we moved to Mc. We pretty much sat there til after midnite and then along was cold n she wanted to go home so we left wif her. bt after sending her, we went to 7-11 to get sum munchies. pas mandi n gedebak-gedebuk sumer, ard 2.10am we watched along's wedding video. We finally went to bed at ard 4am n woke up at 11 am. After an early lunch, we watched jgn pandang belakang n then the gerls left for hm.

so wat did i tink of my 'new yr celebration?'

I LOVE IT!
i love juz hanging out wif ur favourites n loved ones! n its nt like everyday u get to do this rite? i wish it's like dis all the time. haiz... how growing old is such a sad story...

aniwei,
i have not been making any new yr resolution for the past dunno how many years, for the simple reason of, tk pernah nk buat pun! eksyen jer resolution panjang2, tp buat bodoh. hehehhee...biasalah, manusiakan suka procrastinate!

bt this year, i wanna make resolutions. so that maybe i cn be more focused for 2008 and achieve more things in 2008.

so here goes:

1) be positive: i believe if one is positive, automatically, life is smoother and better, and i sooo need it to be that way.

2) take care of health: this includes, my exercise regime, my drinking of plain water, fruits and veggies.

3) monetary stability: this is hard! i m looking for a 2nd job (rah sayas i'm crazy, bt i say i'm desperate). i intend to really start saving of at least $300 per mth. and i will start by putting in $100 per mth in insurance savings. at least its disciplined kan. i'm paying all sorts of bills dat i wonder if i cn ever live. bt going back to resolution (1), i shall fight my way. 2nd job, please come fast!

4) hardworking: sumting wic i m soooooooooo not. i m intelligent bt damn lazy lah. bt i see that ever since i werk at my werkplace now, i haf no choice bt to be hardworking. the job requires a lot of me. wic is gd. i acually like it.

5) improve love life: ok, dis is like a dead end. i dunno wat to do abt this. n how to do it. bt, i'll start wif unloading my emotional baggage and moving on. i tink if i kip holding onto things wic is clearly a dead end, i will always be at a dead end. so i'll start wif unloading emotional baggage to improve love life.

6)work-study-life-balance: i need a balance in life. the way i see it, i've been too tired werking dat i neglect everything else. so this yr, i m determined to study at least once a week or equivalent to min 4hrs of studying, whichever is higher. n i m determined to jog twice a wk, according to my own pace, and finally i need to at least haf a social life once a wk. n hopefully, i cn do my massages, once a mth, and haf a facial package. n oh ya, travel at least once a year.

7) last bt nt least, my most important resolution - be a better Muslim: i seriously want to be a better muslim. the kind dat i used to be in 2004-2005. well, i dun tink u noe wat i mean, bt i noe wat i mean. i wanna go back to that, at least.it wasnt much, or anything great, at least it was way better than i m now. i dun wanna neglect my religion anymore. its n irony dat i haf so much faith in my religion and in HIM, bt yet, i still fail to carry out my duties, dutifully. i want it to change.

So, that's it guys. My resolution for 2008. I cant wait to move on. Like wen i welcomed 2007 last yr, i told rah dat i had a gd feeling for 2007, i haf kinda same feeling for 2008. i hope it will be better than 2007 though.

To 2007: Thank you for the joys, laughters, tears, pains, responsibilities and love. It was a better yearas compared to the past few years of hell for me. I got a new and stable job in you. I went back to study in you. I met sum1 in you. A cute guy who i haf a crush on reciprocate back in you. I lost a best fren bt got to load off the emotions in you. I managed to be the best wedding planner in Tampines and for year 2007 in you. I went to Bangkok for the first time in you. In short, I had lots of memorable experiences and highlights in you, 2007. Thank you and Farewell!

To 2008: I m looking forward to see wat u haf in store for me. New hopes, new dreams, new goals, new challenges, new life, new love and maybe a new vision. Help me make it a better year, help me be a better person. I welcome you in my life 2008! Welcome!

To all my readers: HAPPY NEW YEAR! MAY 2008 BE A BETTER YEAR FOR ALL OF US!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 4:13 PM